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honestly guys, i have cried over this. i've actually even been hit by this pretty harshly. the community college i'm going to is overpopulated and understaffed like crazy. what makes it worse is that the people that really do need these classes have people taking the easiest classes possible just to get financial aid and work the system by using that money to pay for rent and other such things. GET A REAL JOB! sheesh. it really ticks me off. i'm not entirely sure if it's so bad this semester, but i have a huge hunch that it still is.

so prereg starts next month and my boyfriend and i are going to jump on that mother as soon as it opens. what sucks is that if this doesn't work we'll be in deep...poop let's just say. for serious guyz. fortunately i have a great job that my mom helped me get. 40hrs a week and i get pretty good insurance from it. couldn't ask for better really. i'm truely blessed and i'm really gratful to my mom.
it's still hard living at home though. really it probably be harder on my money expenses to live away from home, but it'd be so much better to my mental and physical health (which is more important to me thank you) living away from home. i need to find a place asap. LIEK NAOW!

*sigh* this is my life so far...home doesn't feel like home anymore. my home is elsewhere (with my heart ) i just can't help it.



in other news....nostalgia is absorbing my heart like a sponge cake. [link]


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my sister: {seriously go check this kid out...she is too awesome for words}

my brother:

my love:

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my friends from home: <3



my friends from here:


i really do love these guys.